anubis at May 18th, 2004 13:51 — #1
yes... it's that time of the year again. i can't breathe, my eyes are itching. being allergic to grass really keeps you from going out. anyone else feeling the symptoms allready ?
davepermen at May 21st, 2004 04:16 — #2
already? i'm having it since over 2 months without any break, and it will go on for a while. without drugs, i would have killed myself i guess because it hurts like hell all the time.
oh, and, even with drugs, i nearly kill myself. but these are just the psycho-side-effects of the drugs, motivating me to do that. quite funny feeling as long as you realize it's not YOUR feeling but the drug ones:D
anubis at May 21st, 2004 06:37 — #3
it's not YOUR feeling but the drug ones
your drugs have feelings ? really...
i get along without any drugs, fortunately, and as long as i keep away from lawns it's not that bad. on the other hand, if i get in contact grass, with my bare skin, it gets all red
lick at May 21st, 2004 12:43 — #4
Guys, I have spring/summer allergies too. I use this medicine called 'Mizollen' and it works perfectly. Every day.
anubis at May 21st, 2004 20:09 — #5
call me a hppie but i never seldom take any medication, except when necessary
davepermen at May 24th, 2004 17:50 — #6
well, its like with all drugs. i have the choise if i want to get some chemical reaction effects, or want to have the ordinary .. uhm.. chemical reaction effects. well, bether more than one choise.
well, last weekend i had a heart-speed-boost (started beating at 3x the speed), and my breathing stopped. and the only way to get the heart-beat down, is to not start breathing again (over some minutes).. doesn't hurt me (feels quite fun), but people look strange.. "he didn't got any air and now he blocks himself from breathing completely"..
yeah, sometimes.. dying would be more easy than living.. definitely.
anubis at May 24th, 2004 18:47 — #7
sorry, why did you heart start beating faster ?
davepermen at May 25th, 2004 09:26 — #8
nothing really, dunno.. i guess it was a psychological side effect of being down the days before, having some questions raised about private things, and while not confronted with any answer, i got confronted with the base of the questions, wich gave me quite some stress.
other than that, no apparent reason. but somehow, i'd prefered to die in this moment (i'm still prefering it over other things, but as you know, my rule forbits it:D)
anubis at May 25th, 2004 09:35 — #9
suicide is stupid... it's like quitting a party because someone else tried to ruin your day
davepermen at May 26th, 2004 00:40 — #10
i just say i'd prefer to have left. not that i plan to leave.
jsoftware at July 16th, 2004 12:25 — #11
Suicide..? is that an option? i must admit i've asked myself that question many times.. I think that every person have to have his/her own opinion on that. but i think it's an option. Lower priority option maybe.. but it's an option.
when you have no friends and you are talking to yourself sometimes what do you then have to do? i have this paradox: i think i'm skizofrenic sometimes and other times i think i'm hypokondric what's the problem then?
i can be mad without taking drugs! drugs are made for the damn lots of weaklings out there!
well.. of to look at the swinging rope hanging from my roof
ed_mack at July 16th, 2004 13:22 — #12
well.. of to look at the swinging rope hanging from my roof smile.gif
Jumping off buildings is by far a superior choice. That way, people will be horrified, and perhaps hurt. Although, I personally love the [perhaps far fetched] lying overdosed in a sausage miner, so the nation eats you
anubis at July 16th, 2004 14:30 — #13
nah, when jumping off a building the shock will probably kill you before you hit the ground. going postal would be an option
jsoftware at July 16th, 2004 17:01 — #14
I would personaly go of with the rope option. i don't like the idea of hurting other people if you want to die.. if they want to live under a set of rules somebody else has made then let them live that way! i'm not gonna get pushed around by some pair of overall goverments. don't you see it? you're all living under this set of rules somebody else made! characters in a computer game
"Welcome to the real world" B)
anubis at July 16th, 2004 17:28 — #15
man, you have some issues...
think a moment about what you are saying. under which rules do you actually live ? who's keeping you from doing whtaever you want ? there are no rules in live except the one that you'll die and the ones you impose on yourself.
why you would want to kill yourself is beyond me. it's stupid and a sign of egoism... let me explain this. if you feel that something is going wrong in the world it's you duty to change it not take your hat and go. there are plenty of oportunities to make the world a better place. become a doctor and work for free in africa. go to greenpeace. sign up for the un and go to the middle east or some place else where you are needed
jsoftware at July 16th, 2004 18:16 — #16
yes yes.. i'm screwed! i'm 100% braindead! :yes:
ed_mack at July 16th, 2004 18:27 — #17
Well, if you are going to commit suicide, stick up a webcam and give us the url - At least do it with a bit of showman-ship!
mihail121 at July 17th, 2004 04:12 — #18
Nothing bad with commiting suicide actually... i mean... well don't get wrong but it's like that: if the life start to suck real bad than you can just leave it, where's the big deal ?
anubis at July 17th, 2004 05:13 — #19
nothing wrong with it... you gave up. that's all. nothing that's going to be said about me...
if you kill yourself not because of personal tradgedies but because of some feeling that the world is a dark and evil place it's selfishness. if you have the ability to see what's wrong you should be so kind to change it so that other people can profit from what you did and live happier lifes
robocop at July 17th, 2004 06:10 — #20
commiting suicide! i feel that is something a helpless person does. I would agree that one comes to stages when u feel like giving up, but i also feel that if u give time to urself then u know that u have lots to do.Probably we all go thru times when v feel like shit and just want to end everything but if v can see beyond the end then thats the right thing!
Also i strongly feel commiting suivide needs guts! lots of courage!.......and if one has that courage then y not use it to face life rather than end it?